♥~ xiaofen ~♥

ohya, finally I'm back here. Everything change this year and it's hard especially this semester. My class before this had combine with the other class. thus we have more competitive. I cannot get used to it at first. The class is crowded, noisy, hard to get cooperation from others and dealing different attitude from others. I can't adapt myself until now but I know I need to get used to all these changes as soon as possible. or else, I can't pay attention on my studies :( It's frustrating. I felt like I cannot stop doing things and if I do, I felt like I didn't work hard to get it. Sigh. I cried many times. I just can't wait to go home on next Friday. Yeayyy.... Many things happens in this early semester until today. Happy to unhappy, good to bad and so on. The most danger issue that I think is social. I know different people carry different characters in themselves. Somes are sensitive, somes easy going, somes with kuno mind that only know giving others unnecessary motivation (BORED). I hate those with bad mouth. Talking from behind and then pretend to be friendly in front of others. It's so fake! I'm not saying that they are wrong coz I'm sure that I don't know them very well and I won't let it happen. I won't let myself to know more about them. The more communication we have, the more misunderstanding will happen although we didn't intend to hurt them. Last few day, someone told me that there's a girl that critize on stuff that I use. I'm not sure that she critize coz I didn't ask more after that. GOSH. I think the girl really CARES about me. If not, she don't have to put in mind on things that I used. I like to spend money buying beauty stuff. Ya, I REALLY LOVE BUYING THINGS. So?? Just because you don't have and you can't use it (things that I use are mostly with Chi description + product from japan or taiwan), then you give those ridiculous comment?? Stop being immature. I still smile to that girl everyday coz I am more matured than her. I know what to say and what not to say. The less comment I give, the less people will get hurt. Unless with my own good friends which I know they can listen to TRUE WORDS.


Girls, it's ok if you can't have something just like others. As long as you are happy and be satisfy with what you have. Stop commenting on others and give yourself a break. I mean like a day with COMMENT-FREE or COMPLAINT-FREE. You will find that life is easy.

Well, I can't be a PERFECT person. I do have some people that I really HATE. Those people with "rolling eyes" and "evil smile". Erggghhhh! I tell myself, I need to be patient. There must be a reason they doing like that. Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... I never wanted to know about whatever reason they have. I just let them self fill with those weirdo attitudes.
Not everyone are bad. I get to know some nice friends that can make jokes together, laugh together...

I keep thinking this issue over and over. Arggghhh.. Stupid me. What for I have to be unhappy for these IMMATURE people. Grow up!
I met nice people besides those bad one. those that can make joke together, laugh together. They are worth to make friend with :)


Going to upload pic if the connection turns good. IF.
till then, Byebye!! What a drama!! ahahahahaha