Tags , - Thursday, April 30, 2009

Can't Let Go
I want the end to begin but not without you,
so easy for me to speak not complete my actions,
divide me that way I can love and hate you baby,
torn between stayin' or keepin' you with me,
I can't let go.
This love is so dysfunctional,
It leaves me so emotional,
can't take it anymore but I can't let, can't let, can't let,
I can't let go.
I try my hardest to break free,
I'm so locked up and you got the key,
I'm in way too deep and I can't let, can't let, can't let,
I can't let go oh oh no
can't let go oh oh no,
can't let go oh oh no,
can't let go oh oh no, can't let go.
Was sold but now I regret the day that we met,
didn't know that I could hate someone that I love,
I fell in too far and now I'm drownin' save me,
I want to leave you but my heart's sayin,
I can't let go.
This love is so dysfunctional,
It leaves me so emotional,
can't take it anymore but I can't let,
can't let, can't let, I can't let go.
I try my hardest to break free,
I'm so locked up and you got the key,
I'm in way too deep and I can't let,
can't let, can't let, I can't let go.
No matter how hard I may try,
it just won't die,
the many memories haunt my mind,
I can't understand why,
I still hold on, what went wrong,
tell me is it my fault,
I need to know,
don't wanna guess anymore,
I know I should leave you alone but I just can't let go
This love is so dysfunctional,
It leaves me so emotional,
can't take it anymore but I can't let,
can't let, can't let, I can't let go.
I try my hardest to break free,
I'm so locked up and you got the key,
I'm in way too deep and I can't let,
can't let, can't let,
I can't let go oh oh no
can't let go oh oh no, can't let go
oh oh no, can't let go oh oh no,
can't let go.
You, ya you...my loved one. I can't let go. Never thought wanna let go

Tags - Tuesday, April 28, 2009


yahuuuu... Im very happy today!!
Coz I manage to do my welding very well today. Hahaha...
next Tuesday will have to pass up all the three projects.
Actually I really enjoy the whole process.
At first it was tough to start the flame, but then
when I get into welding and hit the right rhythm, PoooFF!!
Sure nice
Hehe

Tags - Sunday, April 19, 2009

At the past few weeks, I have some problem
with my blogger. I can't change my layout!! Poor my blog that it need
to stick with layout that SUPER PLAIN.
Then, I finally figure out the solution. Firstly,
I delete all the widgets on my side bar. Then
upload xml layout. "Pooofff!!" Works!!
Hahahaha.... Luckily la can change. Or else, I need to re-open another
account which I don't wish to. Ke xi ba....
"everyday wake with smile", my BF said

in my opinion. blogging...

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What blogging means to you?
A place to showing off "happiness" (it's only part of your life coz our life is the combination of sad and happy, in between are dissappointment, exciting and so on)?
Ermmm... I read many blogs whenever i online.
Somes, maybe they fake it out.
As if they live in a perfect world.
Somes, only write happy and what ever author feel proud.
In short, they keep good memories.
Somes, write whatever happen include what make them
upset, what make them happy.
a place for them to express their feelings.
I love read those blogs that are honesty with their life.
Well, I'm not critise anyone's blog here. We all have our own style to
write our blog. So keep on your work. There's no wrong about it.

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Final exam is coming soon and I need to plan my study schedule.


lots of assignment

Tags - Saturday, April 18, 2009

S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y is the day where I can wake without
my phone's alarm ring me up first. But today...my alarm still doing it's job.
Naaaaahhh...This morning we have a "Gotong-Royong" activity at hostel.
Everyone have their own duty included me >.<
MENGELAP TINGKAP BILIK REKREASI ARAS 1 - Hx Sxxx Fxxxx
huhhhh....okay then. And guess what?? I just realize
that my level don't have any Bilik Rekreasi!! I had been staying here
more than 3months. Only now I knew it. Haha... Obviously I don't care much
happening around here. My routine is quite simple. Wake in the early morning,
take bath and ready to class. After class finish, back to my room.
And if the stupid water is available, then I wash my cloth (sometimes I sent it to dobby. hahaha!)
Dry my cloth then do some assignments. Waiting for the clock reach
evening, I always listen to my mp3 and spend most of the time
on my bed. Well, room... don't have any other place to sit besides table chair and bed.
Ohya, and the floor. So I prefer my bed and hugging my bear.
Then take bath again and wait till 6something, went to Cafe to have dinner with my BF.
Back to room, finish my assignment and then SLEEP. Before that, I
will go take my cloth back into my room or else "they" might get wet if there is rain
during mid-night. Rugi larr~
So you see, my life is so so so simple here. Or you can say it, BORING.
I'm not a boring person but when it comes to studies,
you might put that word on top of my head. coz I don't like talking when I'm serious or thinking. (waseh...) True.
Am I crapping now??
Maybe...
final exam is coming soon

Run - Leona Lewis

Tags - Friday, April 17, 2009

I can't stop listen to Leona Lewis's song - Run.
Her voice...i wish i can sing like her. Haha...
Leona Lewis - Run
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhereAway from here
Light up, light upAs if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voiceI'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our livesI can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyesMakes it so hard not to cryAnd as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light upAs if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say Light up, Light up As if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak i understand Why you can't raise your voice to say....

Tags - Sunday, April 12, 2009

I left this picture on the previous post.
this is the place where we eat Choc ABC


Willie (lawasan) - funny.


Carlos, Elly, and Henrik's turn to do presentation

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Friday, me and my BF went to eat at town. We try the ABC choc for
the first time. It's actually just add some Milo
on top of it. Well, quite different from what we usually eat.
Then we did try local lekor. Waaaa..it's totally different. Very thin and pair up with
chillie sauce only, not the "lekor sauce"(dark dark). I miss the lekor i eat in
Miri. :(
picture description:
  1. sweet and sour chicken
  2. Choc ABC
  3. Lekor
  4. Thai "you yu"
me and you...hehe

I'm 21

Tags , - Sunday, April 5, 2009

Quite a long time I didn't upload my blog.

Last Fri was my birthday. I'm turned to 21 this year on 3 April.

=)

Like usual, wake early and then took my bath,

ready to go class.

I'm wondering is there any math class on the afternoon.

Luckily, CANCEL!!

Yessss!!

After Sc class ended, me and my BF walked back to hostel.

On the way...he asked me to hold his bag awhile.

Okay.

Then he said handed him my bag.

okay
He asked me to open his bag. ARGGHHHHHHHHH!!

I see a purple box!!!(favourite colour)

I guess that is my gift!

Called me perasan or whatever...

I asked him, "is this for me?"

He, "Mmm"

Hehehehehe...

I can't wait back to my room and open it.

O.o!!!










i love BONIA wallet!!!!


Thanks dEar. I didn't expect to receive gift this year.


coz both of us are study in rural area. Where can you get a gift from me.


but who knows, he early prepared for it.


what a surprise.


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