♥~ xiaofen ~♥

i ate alot these few days and weight is gaining very fast. Sighh... I miss my schooling times where we have a lot of activities. Looks like I have to reduce my weight. Mmmmm....



the other night i told ♥ that i feel like want to eat cake. Maybe I watch too many of food programme in Astro. Hehe. He sent me a MMS. Huhhhh.... Purposely makes me jealous. :p

Yesterday morning went to town with mom and bro. I bought a gummy candy, where i really like candies that are gummy gummy. Mmmmm~ Hehe. Then I saw Kak Tini, who is my supervisor last time. No change. Still look like last time, 2oo3. HAHA, still got emart label. Hehe

Today have to go to work again. Kinda lazy. Cause saturday I need to work for 3 and a half hour. (>>>.<<<) Luckily only need to teach two students. Actually there are 3 students. But the youngest don't know why, she don't want to have tuition there. So left two students. Suppose my boss told me there will be another new two students will be coming in however, I don't see any new student. :( If not, I can earn another rm90 for it.

This morning, ♥ sent me a message. He sent me a web address. So, I try to check and see what is it about. Then I see this Randy-Pausch. I know his story. He ever went to the Oprah talk show. He can deliver motivation speech very well. He released a book called The Last Lecture.

My boss busy looking for new teacher to replace me and the other teachers. where we going to resign soon to further our study.

Forgive me for being so cruel. I just can't take it anymore. I want to have myself back.

I turned 20 lorr. What a happy birthDAY i ever had!! =) 2nd April, I stay at house only. Coz I was not allowed to go out, only can message with him. But whole day he seems very busyyyy... and don't even mentioned my birthday. I purposely don't want to mention it, see he really remember it or not. When I go to work, about 6pm, he still say not much things. Huhhh~~ Really no heart la this guy. I thought I might get some bday wish in a simple way like through sms coz he's not in Miri. After i finish my work, check meesage, NO MESSAGE! Oh goshh. He totally forgot my bday :( Then turned to bad mood. Arrive home read novel.





I tell him that I'm not in a good mood. But he seems like very exciting after hearing it. The he said, i will be very happy. Yeaaa right I thought, the most he can do is only sing bday song mahhh~~~ :[ We talked in the phone at 11.45pm(2nd April), he ask me to call him. So I called. We talked and he wish me HAPY BIRTHDAY!!! :) He remember!! Then he ask me go outside. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! he's outside!! I quickly open the gate and then go into his car!! He handed me flower, 3 roses. I'm so touched. Well, one of the wish I made before 12am is he can be with me on my birthday. And it did come true. I forgot to make a wish on that night. Silly me. Only after that I remember to make wish in my heart, I wish that he will always be with me, my family all in good health condition, studies will be smooth and happy always!! No bday cake is not a big deal for me, coz I feel satisfied by what he had done.


TQ dear
+xiaofen+